A friend of mine writes a column called Dear Boots, where she answers questions about Waco and Texas. The first one was from a Midwesterner who wondered how we cope with the heat. Here is part of Boots’ answer:
We can’t erase what we know about how good it feels when the icy wall of air greets us as we walk through the front door, but we can stop waiting so intently for it.”
Dear Boots, I’ve never been more thoroughly rebuked in my life. It’s time for me to approach summer’s heat and drought with more gentleness.
California Hills in August
I can imagine someone who found
these fields unbearable, who climbed
the hillside in the heat, cursing the dust,
cracking the brittle weeds underfoot,
wishing a few more trees for shade.
An Easterner especially, who would scorn
the meagerness of summer, the dry
twisted shapes of black elm,
scrub oak, and chaparral, a landscape
August has already drained of green.
One who would hurry over the clinging
thistle, foxtail, golden poppy,
knowing everything was just a weed,
unable to conceive that these trees
and sparse brown bushes were alive.
And hate the bright stillness of the noon
without wind, without motion,
the only other living thing
a hawk, hungry for prey, suspended
in the blinding, sunlit blue.
And yet how gentle it seems to someone
raised in a landscape short of rain—
the skyline of a hill broken by no more
trees than one can count, the grass,
the empty sky, the wish for water.
—Dana Gioia,
I flagged this poem to save for By Heart a year ago, when we had a much milder summer. It seems this is the year I needed it — a year with its record number of days over 100, lack of rain for months, and a recent wildfire that burned 1,400 acres.
Meditating on Gioia’s poem, with its descriptive lists of what does grow on California hills in August, caused me to make my own list for the Texas Hill Country. Things an “Easterner especially” might “scorn,” “hurry over,” and “hate.”
Things to Appreciate in a Texas Hill Country August
• A dry hillside sports many pleasing shades of brown
• The glory of live oak shade, stretching as wide as a house
• Outdoor tables still fill at restaurants
• The delight of stepping into a car warmed to literal oven temperature by the sun, but the water in your Yeti, sitting in the cup holder, is still ice-cold
• A cloud-sighting is reason for texting a friend
• Crepe myrtle trees, blooming anyway
• Sometimes leaves turn golden in August, too dry to hang onto green
• When rain comes, it is is worth video recording, and when that rain cancels a pool party, even kids don’t complain
And, Dana Gioia
I love Dana Gioia for both selfish and unselfish reasons. Selfishly because he allowed me to use his poem New Year’s in my first book, The Joy of Poetry. Unselfishly because he takes poetry out of ivory towers and into hearts. He was the California poet laureate from 2015-2019, and he chaired the National Endowment for the Arts. In addition to writing acclaimed poetry, his book of essays Can Poetry Matter? is a critique of how poetry has been used and misused in American culture. He’s written music, including opera libretti. He has a poem about the Beach Boys.
Thanks to Gioia and Boots, I will not spend the remainder of this month cursing this “landscape short of rain,” 12 inches down, as of Sunday. Monday brought glorious rain (which I videoed and sent to four people), and I hear tell more is coming. A poet friend in our town once wrote, “Even as it rains, we pray for rain.” I count every drop.
Photo by Zach Dischner, Creative Commons, via Flickr. Post by Megan Willome.
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L.L. Barkat says
I can totally love the brown hills of California, but I admit that the brown hills of New York this year are breaking my heart (not the usual summer fare here).
Thanks for bringing us to the Golden State with this poem, Megan. I look forward to more California in September, with the 50 States and the debut of Tania’s book. 🙂
Megan Willome says
That all worked out really well, didn’t it? And I’d planned to use Gioia’s poem long before I knew about Tania’s book. Looking forward to it!
Hope your brown gets some green before the autumn browning.
Bethany R. says
Beautiful piece of appreciation here, Megan. I enjoyed your list and have to say, I love imagining “the glory of live oak shade, stretching as wide as a house.”
I also adore clouds and cloud-watching and would absolutely be delighted if a friend texted me their cloudscape!
Megan Willome says
Bethany, you can text me your clouds anytime! Or tweet them.
Our old house had a live oak in the front yard that shaded the entire length of the house. If you can’t picture it, think of Forest Gump, the tree that he and Jenny sat on.
Bethany R. says
Sounds good, Megan, you too. Cloud photos are one thing that could only enhance the Twittersphere. 😉
Oh, and that tree. I am picturing it now. What a presence. What a comfort that might be.
L.L. Barkat says
Right? We should do that. Is there a Cloud Day on Twitter? 🙂
Bethany R. says
Yes, let’s. There isn’t a day there that I know of (although it seems there is a personal account by that name). But I am happy to scatter cloud photos there regardless!
Did I tell you guys I bought a beautiful storybook (for myself!) by one of my favorite writers/illustrators, Elly MacKay (whose Twitter handle is @theaterclouds, by the way)? It’s called, In the Clouds. It’s such a delight. <3
Bethany says
(I just posted one. 😉 #cloudday)
L.L. Barkat says
Happily retweeted! 🙂 I think this is inspired. 🙂
Bethany R. says
There’s something about the clouds. One of my earliest memories is of cloud-watching on a blanket in my backyard in Indiana. Must have been 3-4. I feel a quietness and sense of being completely content when I think back to it.
Megan Willome says
Lovely, Bethany!
One reason I love Gioia’s poem so much is his reference to the “empty sky.” I feel that in my marrow.
Bethany says
Mmm. Thank you for sharing this, Megan.