It seems trite, but I confess that with all that’s happened — and not happened — all that’s been taken away and all that’s been taken on, that I find joy in the fact that the leaves still changed color this year.
I admit I’ve done my best to keep my awe in the oranges and reds and yellows that pop against an autumn sky to myself, lest someone say, “Seriously, Callie? You’re paying attention to the leaves during a pandemic?”
The other day though, I was on a walk with a friend when she asked if it’d be okay if we took a slight detour. “I have to show you something,” she told me.
She took me to a wall of leaves. Not one inch of brick was exposed. It was covered in color. We talked about it being a great spot for a holiday photo, we wondered whether it was ivy we were looking at, but mostly, she and I were quiet, looking up.
I suppose that’s all there is to it. For a moment beauty stopped us.
But then the other night I was sitting around a fire at an outdoor restaurant, and I struck up a conversation with a guy who was standing across from me. I learned he was from San Juan, Puerto Rico, and I told him I’d been there and to Vieques.
“Ahhh, Vieques,” he said, and I heard that beauty — thick with nostalgia and love — in his voice.
My daughter, Harper, has a friend who’s taught her how to rollerblade, and when they finish their school work most afternoons, they meet at a park and skate on the basketball court. “We’re making a rollerblading playlist,” Harper told me one day a bit before she met her friend. “Today we’re going for speed because if I ever want to play hockey, and I do, I have to be fast.”
I saw beauty in a growing friendship, in something learned, in something shared, in a willingness and excitement to try.
I’m grateful for this beauty. These days before Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my friend who suggested a detour, and in turn, reframed my initial statement:
“Seriously, Callie. We’re in a pandemic. Look at the leaves.”
Try It
This week, write a poem that highlights the beauty you see — or saw — in 2020. Yes, this has been a treacherous year for many reasons. But what pieces of beauty can you name and share with others?
Featured Poem
Thanks to everyone who participated in last week’s poetry prompt. Here’s one from Monica Sharman that we enjoyed:
What I Remember
when I was riding on my brother’s handle bars, summer-dark feet
in yellow tsinelas resting on the front wheel’s small bolts,
and my foot slipped and jammed into the spinning spokes
halfway through the two-block ride home from the park
was not the pain (though I remember crying) but my brother
sprinting down Naffa Avenue for help. The worried man
whose strong arms carried me home. Someone’s gentle hands
cleaning long wounds with hydrogen peroxide and Mercurochrome.
Me, relieved
to be home.
The carpeted floor.
My mother.
My mother.
Photo by Michael Mueller Creative Commons, via Flickr. Post by Callie Feyen.
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—Celena Roldan
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Sandra Heska King says
Monica… oh my! I felt the pain. But your worried brother, the worried man… and your mother. This is beautiful.
I still feel the pain. But also the love.
Monica Sharman says
Thank you for your kind words. Fun thing about this poem: I wrote it in another document, and when I copied-and-pasted, the last line accidentally showed twice. Then I realized it was better that way and left it.
Sandra Heska King says
And here I thought it was a stroke of genius. 😉
I love when things like that happen. The repetition is perfect.
Katie Brewster says
“I suppose that’s all there was to it. For a moment beauty stopped us.”
Worlds, no universes, in these two sentences.
Your post has brought deep reflection Callie, thank you:)
Megan Willome says
Thanksgiving
We see
the shadow before we see
the blue heron, his
wingspan an artificial camouflage
I see
you, your family at the peak
son on your shoulders
daughter clutching a strange shell
I see your future
What? I ask, ungrateful
We hike down the ridge
The heron lifts
soon lost to sight.
Still we hear him
across the November
wind, Wait and see
Stephanie Dulli says
Small hand the loveliest shade of pink
But they are raw and painful
She complains while not complaining as I smooth ointment and lotions
Stinging to soothe.
Wash your hands, they said
In her tiny mind that is the key to stay safe.
So she washes. Too much. Too often. She sneaks to wash.
She wants to be safe, to keep us safe.
She fears to touch things,
Her small perfect fingers curling inward to shells
Shrinking away
The cats she touches,
Burying her fingers and face in warm fur, black and grey.
She pets and pats.
They purr, she sings
Bright markers she touches
Blue and green and yellow Pollock like marks on her tender skin canvas.
The walls she won’t touch.
Socks, she won’t touch.
When she rests I am the one
Sneaking silently to cover her with Aquaphor,
Smoothing her now bright red gloves.
Together we are still, her asleep, me vigilant.
Drawing soft circles on her skin
Whispering reassurances
Hoping to penetrate her dreams
I hold her little hands, slimy and shiny with medicine, as long as I possibly can
Until she pulls away
Her hand touches the wall.
I hold my breath.
Then, like a portrait of a sleeping girl
Perfect imperfection
she tucks raw skin against her soft cheek.
Nose wrinkling at the smell.
She is safe. For now. I will keep her safe.
Katie says
A mother’s love.
Sandra Heska King says
She wanting to keep you safe. You keeping her safe. This is beautiful, Stephanie.
Callie Feyen says
I love what she does touch – the cat, and markers – love and the joy to create hold her close, too.
So much great sensory details here. I love it.